That's totally how I feel right now.
If you haven't noticed from some of my recent posts-I have felt a bit off lately.
Like really, really off.
I have been sad and confused and frustrated and downright horrible feeling.
So-I took a pregnancy test.
That had to be the explanation to all of this madness.
Part of me wanted to see two pink lines-because then I would know why I have been feeling this way, AND because the thought of baby # 3 actually makes me happy.
The other part of me is terrified because how on earth am I to care for three babies? I struggle as it is with two, and money wise? Oh man, I can't even imagine.
Well-only one pink line.
I am a lot more sad then I thought I would be.
My eyes hurt from trying to hold tears back.
The hubs is pretty thankful. He wants to "plan" the pregnancy in order for it not to be such a shock.
Now I just feel crazy. I have no idea why I feel all out of wack.
I have no idea when I will get to feeling better.
God has to help me.
Or I am checking myself into the loony bin.