Oh sweet Jesus. What have I done? I feel that I have put you on the shelf like an unwanted toy. My excitement and desire for you faded for a time, and now-I feel lost. I don't feel You shining on me like the sun on my skin. I don't hear Your voice in the laughter of my children. My heart feels broken and empty without You. The rush and waves of my sins and faults feel consuming. They drown out every bit of Your voice. Have you called out to me? Have I neglected You for the last time? Oh my Lord, my Jesus. Please hear my cry. Please come and dwell in me and change me from the inside out. Help me to desire you more and more each day. Help me to focus on You more than the money in my bank. Help me to focus more on you than the sickness in my body. Help me to focus on your more than the loneliness I feel. Light up my life again. Strip away the fear that this world has beat into me and replace it with Your peace. Teach me to love like You love and to give like You give. Hear me, Abba. Hear me, Jehovah. Save me, Jesus.